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3/29/2007 CLOSED DOWNOnly one week to go and it will be easter. Time is going so quick at the moment .Seems that life has been a bit easier lately or that at least i'm not thinking about it so much.Don't ask why though as i have no answer .It is just a perception .
Lately i have walked miles and miles all over the place within a few miles from Mosta.Name it and i have been there .My legs are getting used to it now . They don't ache so much as they did at first when i use to have to stop and rest every fifteen minutes. I have always enjoyed walking though, it is quite hard to start .It really makes me feel good almost euphoric really .Walking through the countryside and the different scenery that changes everyday really gives me a high.The other day during one of the walks near Rabat i noticed a girl sitting on a wall at sunset doing some kind of meditation .She seemed in a trance and she didn't seem to notice me a few metres away.Something hit me there and i stopped and stood for a few minutes like a statue, just taking in this really lifting scene.It was eerie .I was there but i was not part of the situation.A moment of unexplainable beauty which can never be replicated.It happened because i was there.
This time of year going through the green countryside makes the whole thing a lot more soothing. It really relaxes the mind.I have already said before that i don't like beeing inside ,for long periods of time.I start feeling claustrophobic after a period between any four walls.Seems the walls start bearing down on me and then i have to get out ,run out before they crush me down between them.At work this is one thing i really don't like as where i work is deep inside the building where you never know if it's morning or evening.Even if i am at home for a day normally this feeling starts building as the day goes on and after some time i start feeling stressed and l get this feeling i got some kind of a stone inside me gut.Really strange.
Then i have to get out and do anything as long as it is outdoors.So then i go for long walks and i take the opportunity to do it as keep fit as well as i would never go to a gym due to the reason i mentioned above. 3/1/2007 MIKI MAWSNahseb li kieku kont ghadni gejj min mars nahseb li ukoll kont ninduna li li gejjin l-elezzjonijiet tal-kunsilli.Kemm saru importanti dawn l-elezzjonijiet? Vera tal-miki maws.Dan l-ahhar nies li qatt ma kont rajthom b'ghajnejja kollha gejjin ihabbtu il-bieb,u b'insistenza eh .Ma tantx jitilqghu l'hemm malajr jekk ma tiftahx.Mhux bizzejjed li fuq it tv hlief propoganda miz-zewg nahat ma tarax.U xi nghidu ghal karti li jibghatu kuljum.Hela ta flus u jghidu li ghanda pajjiz fi krizi.Nahseb li kieku uzaw dawk il-flus biex forsi jghamlu ftit tarmak x'imkien jew forsi jghamlu xi bankina nahseb li kienu jghamlu hafna iktar gid.Inqas haqq ix-xoghol zejjed li jghatu lil pustier.
Tghid il-politici ghadhom jemmnu li se jikkonvincu lil xi hadd b'dawn il-karti kollha stampati fuq karta tleqq .U halluna . Jien ma nghidx li tal- kunsill ma jghamlu xejn biss min rahal ghal rahal tara id-differenza.Ma nistax nifhem jien din id-differenza kollha meta dawn jinghataw fondi skond in-numru ta nies li hemm fir-rahal.Hawn ir-rahal l-ewwel ghamlu xi tlett snin biex irrangaw il-pjazza u tista tigi u tara kemm sar xoghol tajjeb.Jien personali ma narax x'differenza saret ghax kwazi kollox baqa kif kien.Li sar kien biss li xebghu jifthu u jghalqu it-toroq kull darba li kien hawn festa. Kieku ghamlula zipp il-pjazza nahseb li kienu iqacctuh wara ftit jghalqu u jifthu.
Issa ghax kien baqgha xahar ghal elezzjoni gew malajr qalghu il-bankini u it-toroq ta fejn il-flats li kien ilhom jibku snin biex jitrangaw.Fuq kollox dawn ghalekk hargu ghall-elezzjoni biex jippruvaw jghinu lir rahal jekk mhux hekk ghandhom iwarrbu min-nofs u ihallu lil xi hadd li vera irid jahdem .Jien din il-haga li indahlu il-partiti qatt ma nizlitli.Ghaliex ma hallewx nies komuni li ghandhom ghal qalbhom ir-rahal biex johorgu ghall-elezzjonijiet bhala indipendenti u ihalluhom jahdmu bil-kwiet .Ghaliex f'kollox ghandu jkun hemm l-agenda politika tal partit.Ma hemmx bizzejjed tharbit ta flus mill-gvern centrali fi progetti nofs lehja u xoghol hazin.Kultant tisma lil ministri jitkellmu mhux lakemm ma jridux jiddefendu it-tbazwir li jsir minflok jghamlu xi haga biex ma jergghax jigri. |
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